Crappy days

I hate days like this where I get depressed and tired. This is the first day off I have had in a week and I am exhausted and allergy ridden. For whatever reason I am emotionally spent, all I want to do is hide in a dark room with comfort music away from all human contact. Why no people when that is probably what I need? Because there are no people here that know me or understand me. Earlier I honestly considered moving to Alaska and starting over, only to remember that troubles follow you like a bad fungus. I think it would have been more tolerable if we didn't have choir rehearsal tonight. Now I am around a bunch of people having to put my best face on and not complain about anything because that would be immature and childish. My allergies are making it quite hard to sing and I have little or no energy for human relations. All this knowing I don't get a break for the next two or three weeks from people or work. I want to go home early but came with my parents and would have to answer questions about why I didn't stay blahblah. Sorry to complain to the internet, but this feels like my only outlet for the angst in my soul at the moment.