Rachael

I was thinking on the way home from Dancing tonight... I wonder where my old flame Rachael Nobles is nowadays? Going to college separated us, not to mention the fact that we were both super young and immature with relationships and communication.

We dated for a little over or under a year, I don't remember exactly anymore, broke up then dated again, then broke up again. While it didn't last between us, because of college separation, we ended on a good friendly note.

Rachael Nobles changed my life, I was doing poorly in school when we started dating, and was in truth little more than a boy. By the end of our relationship I was excelling in school and really being challenged to be a man. I have many memories of that relationship both good and bad, and yet I always look back on her with fondness.

There have been three women in my life that I have really loved. My ex who trampled and despised my love, my former best friend Becky that my ex drove away, and Rachael. I can honestly say that I would have been very willing to do whatever it took to make the relationship work forever, or to do whatever was best for her. It turns out what was best at the time was for us to end our romantic involvement.

I know where Becky and my ex are, both married and involved in their own lives. I still have some contact (facebook) with Becky, but have severed contact with my ex. Rachael on the other hand, I have no clue as to her status. I am pretty sure she got engaged, then broke it off. This was years ago, however; and she was so wonderful and beautiful I am confident she probably has married since then.

There is no way for me to find her again, I have lost all contact with her and her family. Yet I can say one thing... If she were to walk in the door I would still love her. If she would have me I would court and marry her. I am not dreaming, I know this is silly, but there was something about our relationship was right. We truly were best friends more than romantic, and of that friendship I am bereft. What I wouldn't give to be able to build that same friendship up with her again and enjoy the beauty of her presence by my side!

So here's to Rachael... Wherever you are I hope and pray God has given you peace and happiness! And if you read this find me and lets talk. haha, now I am dreaming.